Once upon a time, a man who was leaving university to go out into the world had a party. It was August, and hot, and dissertation time in England.
A girl was in her room that afternoon, piles of books and papers strewn over her window sill, her desk, bed and floor. It was too hot to breathe. The oak tree outside creaked in the occasional breeze. A dove chortled with it's mate and the grass swayed this way and that with a low gentle swishing. The muslin curtains were hot with the sunlight. White hot and still.
There was a violent blue in the sky. A violent green in the oak tree. So green, the very principle of green.
Everything so still, the breeze making only tiny punctuation marks in the quietness.
The girl's phone beeped. She was invited to drinks that evening, to bid farewell to the man who was going out into the world.
Dusk. Showered, dolled up, a tiny peach camisole because it was a hot night. Her grandmother's apricot shawl flowing over one arm in case it got chilly later. And then, the day swirled and gave up it's stillness and spiralled into the glittering of cocktails and ripples of cigarette smoke and the nameless enlivening laughter that is the background to all good party-memories.
A beautiful boy sat, one leg tossed over the other knee. A black shirt to match the black night and starry blue eyes. Violently blue, softly glimmering against the black.
The girl forgot the stillness of the day and had a drink and smoked and laughed and her eyes flashed and she danced.
She danced alone and poured out the stillness of the day, gave up the locked-down quality of the afternoon's heat, swayed like cigarette smoke. Twisting through the music, the boy with the black shirt found her like this, alone on the dance floor and smiled at her.
"There he is again," she thought, and reached out for his hand. Not realizing until much later what that thought really meant. There He is. Again.
And we're still dancing.